teguran se0rang sahabat......

kawan A: ang ni asyk2 xsmayang jerr ak tgk.....jga diri2 baik2 tau....badan n apa yg kita ad ni sume milik Allah tau nnti mgkin Allah trik blik kal0 kita xtaat....
kawan B: weyy...ang nihh...xabih2 nk c0ndemn ak....blah la...mlas la ak nk dgr...

teman2.....
ni la situasi yg sring brlaku antara sesama sahabat.....iaitu MENEGUR....msti rmai yg bca dial0g nihh akn mrah pada Si B kerna mrah pada sahabatnya yg mnegur dy.....apatah lg tguran itu benar n mmbawa kebaikan....tp hkikatnya bgitulah diri kita dgn sahabat kita yg mnegur kita.....sedar xsedar kita sering mngeluh ktika kita dteg0r oleh rakan2 kita....ana tau sbb ana p0nn bgitu....huhu....s0 ana type entry ni sbagai pringatan kpd diri kita sume trmas0k yg type entry ni.......

teguran.....
apa itu teguran???....biasanya kenapa 0rg tegur???....teguran adalah nasihat dan nasihat adalah utk memperbetulkan kesalahan....s0 tegur adalah utk memberitahu bahawa apa yg kita lakukan itu adlah salah....s0 basically sume 0wg tau teguran itu apa....tp xrmai yg sggup trima atau fkirkannya....ala eg0 manusia ni tggi....kdang2....syaitan p0nn klah..mcm Firaun dan Haman......teman2.....ktika sahabat kita tg0r...dlm hati kita terbit prasaan terasa dihina...ataupun kita malu dgn ksalahan kita....akhirnya kita mrah pda kwan kita yg mneg0r kita....ni la kebiasaan yg berlaku....tp kita xsdar bhawa perbuatan yg kita bwat itu salah....yg kita fikirkan ktika itu hnyalah eg0 kita shingga kita ketepikan persahabatan.......hummm......

nape kwn teg0r?????
ni stu s0alan yg sume 0wg tahu akn jawapannya......tp brapa rmai yg benar2 phm akan jawapannya...kwn kita teg0r kita kerana dy syg kn kita....dy ingin yg terbaik utk kita....sahabat kita teg0r spaya kita xmlakukan ksilapan....shabat kita tg0r kerana dy cherish persahabtan yg ad.....teman2....kal0 teman2 ad sahabat yg tg0r k0wg...maka bersyukurlah kpd Allah...kerna Allah tlah mngurniakan s0wg sahabat yg hbat n sgt mnyayangi teman2 skelian.....A friend in need is a friend indeed.....ayt ni mnyatakan bhawa sahabat yg sntiasa ad disisi adlah sahabat yg baik....mereka yg sggup brada walaupun kita mlakukan ksilapan.....itula s0wg sahabat...

terimalah teguran itu.....
teman2....terimalah tguran yg kita trima....kerana tguran2 ni akn mmbawa kebaikan kita....tguran2 ni are n0t meant t0 be ign0red....but they're meant to be revised.....teman2....syg la kwn2 teman2 skelian....Allah tlah mngurniakan sahabt yg baik kpd teman2.....Saidina Ali k.w.j mnyebut..."SOWG SAHABAT ADALAH MEREKA YG MNGEJUTMU KTIKA ENGKAU TDOR, YG MNGINGATKAN KAMU KTIKA KAMU LEKA....N MEREKA YG MENEGUR KAMU KTIKA KAMU TERSILAP".....

sggup ke tggalkan bff...hnya kerana eg0???

s0 teman2.....ego kita tdak akn mmbawa kebaikan...tp hnya akn bawa kburukan......sedarlah kita skang bhawa stiap tguran shabat2 kita adalah utk kebaikan kita....sm0ga persahabat kita sume kekal n slamat...insyaallah.....

p/s...t0 all my friends....I'm s0rry if I ever unleash my eg0 to all of you.....h0pe our friendship c0ntinues....^^

4:54AM thoughts.....

yeah....you saw the tittle right......it's 4:54 in the m0rnin' and s0mehow I got the urge to wake up, dating jap n s0mehow again the urge to type s0mething......

maybe it's n0thing and maybe it's s0mething......s0mehow today I just want to ask a little easy question to all you f0lks out there.....IS IT HARD TO DO THE RIGHT THING?????.....

haha.....for some it's quite an uneasy questi0ns....and fr s0me it's just an0ther slick question....but all in all....we must answer......

• if you answered NO.......

  this will always be the m0st easy and the maj0rity answers that you'll answer.......but think again....just try  to remember what g0od have you d0ne today and compare it with what bad deeds you've d0ne and somehow you w0uld find out that it's actually hard....haha.....just cl0se your eyes and imagine this....there are s0 many pe0ple in the world that answered...it's easy to do the right thing....but s0mehow you l0ok into out world...the present day....th0se words aren't true....th0se words are lies....yes,,g0od deeds are easy t0 do...but h0w many of us would do it.....h0w many of us w0uld return a l0st I-Pad if we ever f0und one???...h0w many of us would st0p littering at an already c0ngested dustbin???...all these questi0ns are basic ethical questi0ns...but n0t many can do it....or have d0ne it....that's the plain truth.....

• if you answered YES....

    then it is clear that you d0n't understand the meaning of doing g0od and you aren't c0nfidence that you, yourself is a g0od person....or maybe you're stuck in a prejudice s0ciety....this is the reality that we have t0 live with....the word PREJUDICE.....PRE-JUDICIARY.....that's the r0ot form.....we have t0 be clear and understand that GOD had made human as a leader and a settler it this earth.....we're b0rn g0od and pure....there's n0 such pe0ple b0rn as evil.....evil came from within ourself and our inability t0 c0unter it....s0mehow criminals or th0se with a bad hist0ry behind them....they felt it's hard t0 do something right because 0f the s0ciety that c0nstantly judging....and judging them hard.....this is why these such pe0ple felt pr0secuted even when they repented......that's why you answered YES...isn't it???....

THE ANSWER????.....
hahaha....I might phil0sophycal or corky as you might put it.....but the true answer lies within ourselves...of c0urse.....for preachers and ustaz....they w0uld enc0urage us to do the right thing and it's easy....but from experience with many kind of pe0ple....the answer is all within you....because it's your right....yeah your 0wn right....t0 govern yourself in d0ing whatever you want....but remember this....s0oner rather than later.....you'll find your verdict of the acti0n that y0u've d0ne.....but simply d0 the right thing that you pleased t0 do....d0 what you think is right....and be sensible in your acti0ns.....and be rati0nal.....0f course....and please..think 0f others bef0re you do s0mehthing.......IT'S N0T EASY NOR HARD TO DO THE RIGHT THING....BUT IT'S ALL UP TO YOU.....

s0???

BIGBANG!!!!!!!!

haha....I'm bursting in laughter n happiness t0day!!!!....s0mehow I just have t0 accept that MAMAT2 MATA SEPET DAH MENANG!!!....menang pe ek???....haaaa...t0day I'll tell you all a little b0ut my pers0nal music chart...ni mmg reality yg trbuku dlm hati....jeng3.....but 0nly top 10 jerrr ana buh..

Amir's Music Chart....
10---->Pixie Lott ft GD n TOP Dancing on my 0wn....
9------>Eagle Hotel California
8-----> Tommy Page A Shoulder to Cry on
7----->Johnny Horton The Battle Of New Orleans
6---->Don Mclean Vincent
5---->Plain white T's 1234
4----> Eminem mocking bird
3----->Eminem when I'm gone
2----->THE BEATLES ALBUM......(sume lgu la...haha)
1----->BIGBANG BLUE.....

haaaa.....th0se who knew me...mmg t0khojot nk mmpuih la.....haha...but these are all my fav0urite s0ng!!....n fyi the #1 s0ng climbed the ladder like hell....iyela...let me tell you a little st0ry bout the #1 song....

it all started with Athira (dy lg...hadehh)...ala spe lg nk pr0mote bigbang nihh...haha....but the first time she p0st the video on my wall..I didn't watch it thoroughly la....just watch2 ayam la....tp 0ne day she t0ld me to watch the MTV sh0w bout BIGBANG comeback c0ncert...s0 I watch...n at the last vide0....jeng3...it struck me!!!!....haaa...it feels like the rain has g0ne away n rainb0ws filled my heart...(haha...metaph0ric sket..)...but really....I was dumbf0unded...haha...n ran t0 my ph0ne....tr0s msg T0K GURU BIGBANG....lgu pe tuhh???...n mula la my l0ve story (haha...0k2 sorry 0ver sgt...but hey...nk wt cm mne)....tp mmg bt0l la it's bec0ming my fav0urite s0ng...I d0n't kn0w why....hadehh...

n the list d0esn't include nasyids n lgu2 melayu....sbb s0mehow I d0n't feel c0mfortable...with making charts that includes nasyid...it's quite disturbing....n n0t the right thing t0 do la...haha...anyway...these are the s0ngs...n the #1 s0ng really deserves it place up there....

asenye ni la c0ver album....tk0t jgak...haha

anyway....KUDOS to bigbang 4 giving us this nice s0ng...n of course winning the AMC...haha....n thanx t0 tok guru Amira for intr0ducing me to this w0rld....n thanx for all of you reading this.....n thanx I Tune 4 offering the best music inf0...(haha...mcm advertising lak...)....s0 h0pe you enj0y yhe s0ng....

dreams....

haha....this is a little intriguing st0ry of my sleep.......

s0me pe0ple say that dreams are s0metime reflecti0n of what you feel bef0re you go to sleep.....if you feel afraid bef0re sleeping,,then nightmares will certainly haunt you....if you feel sad...you will dream b0ut the ones you l0st or the things that make you sad......if you l0nging for s0meone...then you'll dream of that s0meone....these words that I gathered is an excuse or reas0ns for what I have dreamt....

I'm a sentimental guy....ntahla....hahaha...but it's true th0ugh....s0metimes cpat sgt ana trasa.....mybe because I have a s0ft heart...(mcm cgu zaleha ckp la...huhu)....but when I feel cl0se to s0meone....it's hard for me to forget...(my best knew it...huhu)....maybe I'll stay l0nging....but I'm afraid utk ubatkan rndu......because I d0n't know why actually....tp mmg tk0t...utk ubatkan rndu....haha...dlm byk manusia ana brani call....kwn bek ana la,, plg tk0t nk call....haha...it's a sad reality...nk msg p0nn pkir dua kali....(wlaupun kdang2 anta yg mrepek..huhu)......haha....anyway....cte la sket sal dream....

dlu I t0ld you that I dreamt of taking you t0 England n buying you a ticket to Old Trafford....today I dreamt b0ut taking to Italy....but s0mehow....I think that dream mixed up with my reality....iyela...you n I know that we're in the same place....but everytime I try to be cl0se....you ran...I called you t0 be at the C0lliseum...yet you turn off your ph0ne...haha...I w0ke up...n sadness s0mehow l0oms over me....but dreams are just dreams...

quite true...isn't it???

haha....I don't know why...but as University life gets nearer n nearer, you feel afraid....of l0sing your past that you l0ve,in my case my best friend....haha..but life just have t0 go 0n...the wheel needs to continue r0tating...if n0t you'll die.....

I wish I c0uld dream this....

0k la....en0ugh being sentimental now....what trying t0 say here...is that s0metime time is the w0rst enemy that you have....but if you d0n't stay ahead...you'll l0se....if I'm t0o afraid of l0sing her...maybe when I l0st her, the pain w0uld too excruciating....but if I get 0n with it....it w0uld change....but what am I w0rrying b0ut...she already t0ld me....0NCE A FRIEND, ALWAYS A FRIEND.....s0 maybe dreams are dreams...if they're g0d ones...then pray that it will bec0me a reality...but if it's a bad one....you get the picture....s0 appreciate what you have n l0ok forward....

p/s....haha...mybe I'm suffering makcik-phobic....haha...but I'll try t0 overcome it....if you wouldn't mind...hehe....^^

a CHANGE of taste....

0k....4 many 0f you....this might be a little t0o much...haha...but really I think I'm falling in l0ve with this s0ng....I mean the s0ng la...n0t the singers...haha...I d0n't know why but this s0ng someh0w is quite special....c0mpared t0 any 0ther k0rean s0ngs....them, I need translati0ns...but n0t this...s0mehow even without the translati0ns I c0uld understand and s0mehow feel it..haha....weird isn't it??...but maybe when y0u love something...your heart will translate it all by itself.....

here are the lyrics...in english la...haha....

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and I are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but I’m hiding because I’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, I can’t feel you

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and I, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, I will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, I don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, I’m still here

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, I look for you
And wander around while singing this song

(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh (x2

haha....maybe if you can decipher the s0ng....maybe you c0uld understand why I've felt s0 cl0se to this song....hurrmm...n maybe you c0uld say s0mething bout the s0ng...if you have the time that is....anyway...0k la....maybe I'm changing a bit....(I've start being addicted t0 channel S n KBSW...0wh n music t0o...hadehh) but it's actually fun t0 change fr0m your 0ld unf0rgiving self...t0 a much lighter and flexible....that's what Islam is all b0ut....

p/s haha...sometimes I l0ok back t0 my old self....and th0ught...w0w!!...I missed s0 many things..haha...but anyway....if the change is disturbing you (ang la makcik.huhu) do tell me....tk0t2 ana lupa plak...hampehh...and t0 MY koReAn friend....thanx...haha

my first full Korean drama....haha

I kn0w!!!....am I getting K0rean addicted???....it's just 0ne of those things that you just can't explain....but s0mehow...everyday I would tune 393 and see any drama....just n0w I watched MTV b0ut BIGBANG comeback sh0w....(haha...slepas thira hbaq tune t0 it...haha)...and I watched it eventhough it was Andrew Zimmern time...haha....actually this entry is b0ut my first full length k0rean drama...haha...I think the m0st l0ngest epis0des I've watched is BRAINS....and it's one 0f my favourite show....allth0ugh I couldn't watch the full length...(anyone???...help me please gimme s0me links...huhu)

haha...best n inf0rmative...

but that's not t0day's st0ry....t0day it's b0ut a very R0SY story....yes you read it well...it's r0sy n I have t0 say it t0uch my feminine side...(i mean my sentimental side...huhu).....haha...it's a 20 episode st0ry that g0es around a pil0t, Kim Yoon Sung who falls in l0ve with his c0-pilot Han Da Jin.....it's a twisting st0ry with tragedies that primarily link with the flight business.....

Kim Yoon Sung n Han Da Jin

haha.....it's a cute st0ry...I mean really..haha...0k so one day Kim Y0on Sung was involve with an accident that killed Han Da Jin's m0ther....and it really hurts her...and the c0mpany's b0ard especially the chairman's daughter, Hong Mi Joo...whom actually l0ve him t0o....Mi Joo was planning to oust Yoon Sung and Da Jin because she was jeal0us and hurt....s0 everything was quite h0rrendous....Yoon Sung have to give up his favourite career while Da Jin was hurt to know the truth b0ut Yoon Sung and the fact that Mi Joo wanted to oust her....and then Da Jin look for comfort in the form of her friend (whom also l0ves her..) Kang Dong Soo...Dong Soo was Yoon Sung best friend and s0 Dong Soo kn0ws how hurt Yoon Sung was...so he f0rget b0ut his l0ve towards her so that Yoon Sung could be with her....haha I kn0w it's quite pening la...tp kal0 nk clearer tgk la sndiri...haha

anyway the r0sy part was the ending (I watched it at 4.00 am again..haha during the chelsea game..)..it was just s0 sweet...how Dong Soo forget his l0ve so that Y00n Sung c0uld be with her....and s0mehow Da Jin realizes that she couldn't f0rsake the past...bec0z it had already passed...she realizes that she l0ves him...and s0 you get the p0int......nsib bek la wktu tu xde 0wg...haha...smpat la trik tisu....haha...ala real man cry you know!!!.....haha...but it's really is a great st0ry....n I h0pe you'll l0ve it t00....insyaallah...haha...

haaa...

n0w I understand why girls s0mehow l0ve to watch k0rean dramas...but remember!!!...jgn tgk jerr...tgk n hayati.....haha....

MY koReAn friend.....

haha....this is 0ne of the m0st weirdest entry......I've never th0ught of c0ming up with a k0rean entry....actually I'm n0t going to write b0ut k0rean m0vies la.....this is a tribute t0 my 'k0rean' friend...haha

here's a little st0ry la.....haha....I w0nder h0w and why suddenly she p0ps up and p0sted k0rean vide0s...bigbang t0 be exact....haha....but at first I just ign0red and like la....haha(swey yekkk...xde msa la..haha)...but then after s0metime....I felt guilty.because I saw her enthusiasm towards this music...and the eff0rt to p0st at my wall all this vide0s....s0 I watch la.....and the first s0ng I watched...caught my attenti0n...and suddenly I've spent a few h0urs watching all the bigbang vide0s she p0st on my wall....and even g0 to her pr0file t0 view s0me 0f the vide0s....because my lappy is a bit sl0w when br0wsing through youtube....

haha...anyway....last night s0mehow I w0ke up at 4 in the m0rning....came d0wn stairs...and suddenly I've the urge t0 watch channel S....(ala 393 tuhh..haha)...and watched running man....hahaha....epis0de 62...that features...BIGBANG....it was a miracle...haha...but s0mehow I missed the Lazio VS Napoli game....and Zarag0za VS Barca.....just t0 watch an hour of BIGBANG VS RUNNING MAN...actually I've watched the series and quite f0nd of it...haha.....but this time it was different....because maybe I want t0 show my appreciati0n t0wards my k0rean friend....haha....s0 I spent an hour and watched....and I was laughing happily at 4 in the m0rning...haha......

hadehh....they're really are funny and wacky....

now maybe there's a chance 4 me t0 expl0re BIGBANG....haha....bc0z 4 the first time...I've watched their n0rmal life....not their vide0s zings...haha....and maybe s0meday I'll j0in you....haha...(becoming their fans la...hadehh)....haha...I wr0te this entry...bec0z...I'm a man who appreciates..woman...and try t0 impress them...(not mnggtai la...haha)....so that I can tebus blik all the l0st time....because I am afraid t0 face w0man especially in 1on 1 situation.....haha...fyi there's 3 reas0n why I seld0m talk t0 girls...haha...
1)because I d0n't kn0w what address them.....
2)because I d0n't know what t0 say...
3)because I d0n't want to hurt them....(eventhough I had...huhu)
anyway.....here's some last w0rd....thanx 4 giving me a new perspective.....and thanx 4 intr0ducing t0 a new exciting w0rld....haha.....

haha....I'm fighting a l0sing battle...

haha...mybe they will be my new her0....haah...but f0r now...I'll stay true...t0 my Angl0-saxon route...haha...
p/s.....weyy I've mem0rise their names fr0m last night sh0w....ak xcek intrnet p0n tau....tgk arr....
dy ad G-Dragon, Seungri, Daesung, Taeyang and T.O.P (somehow I lke TOP...mybe bec0z he's quiet....lke me....haha...)....thanx Amirathira h0ii....haha....

FriDay MaSs

hahaha....t0day is my l0cal her0's turns as the khatib!!!....(l0cal sungai ara b0y!!!...:drumr0ll please...Dr Danial Zainal Abidin!!!)

haa...2 mggu skali dr dtg...

Ali Imran:85.......
"setiap yg bernyawa psti akn mati. dan hanya pda hari kiamat sajalah dberikan dgn smpurna blasan kamu. barangsiapa dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga, dia memper0leh kemenangan..Kehidupan hnyalah kesenangan yg mmperdaya"

fr0m the passage ab0ve...(if u d0n't understand just search 4 the surah la...)......the first thing we see in the ayat...is the w0rd...those living shall die.....this is true....there is n0 such thing as immortality....pe0ple will c0nsequently die...when the time c0mes...s0 that's why the ultimate success in life isn't during 0ur lifetime...but it is determined in 0ur death.....or as the dr put it....sukses yg sbenar bukanlah di dunia sprti cmerlang spm 0r dpt gaji RM 100000 sbulan....tp adlah kselamatan di akhirat...sperti ayt yg dsbut td.....

And then the w0rd....life is only full 0f trickery....jeng3....haha...this is true...because the w0rld is just full 0f evil thing lurking ar0und every corner....s0me are s0 explicit that you can tell...but s0me are s0 hidden that you can easily fall prey t0 it....s0 someh0w we have t0 be aware..h0w??...with faith and cl0seness t0 Allah....bceause....Allahumaalas0birin....Allah is with th0se wh0 are Sabar/patience/faithful.....

the present reality....
n0w...pe0ple are t0o smart t0 believe 0r have faith...they regard what they d0 on earth will n0t be judged....shingga thap mreka xtk0t akn blasan neraka.....kita mkin angkuh...n kita rsa diri hbat...shingga kita xpduli akn Allah....sbgai cnt0h..rsuah....kita anggap bhawa kita xtrtgkap mka kita hbat n pndai....tp kita xtau bhawa Allah sdang mlihat mlah slagi kta xbrtaubat...maka Allah udah sdiakan tmpat utk kita diazab....bgitu jgak dgn cacian....kita caci 0rg, kta aibkan 0wg...kita glar 0wg itu mcm2..dn para pny0kong tpuk tgn ktika cacian dan aib dibuka....sdarkah kta bhawa Allah sdang mlihat...malaikat sdang mncatat....dan dri sdang dnilai.....this is the pr0blem with us....we are t0o engulf with wealth and pride...that we f0rgot that we are only a servant 0f Allah.....

our true aim....
Az Zariyaat:56
"tidak Aku menciptakan jin dan manusia mlainkan utk mnyembah Aku"

the true purp0se..

abdilah diri kita kpd Allah...buatlah apa yg Allah sruh dan tggallah apa yg Dia lrang....jgnla kita angkuh dgn apa yg kta ad di dunia...sijil straight A, kreta Mercedes, glaran YB or dat0', harta xhbis tjuh kturunan....kerna ingatlah...the ultimate in life is t0 be cl0se to Allah...and t0 avoid damnati0n in hell...nauzubillah....

have a nice friday every0ne!!!!..... :-)

a shoulder t0 cry on

bef0re I start...just wanna say that maybe my english habit just t0o hard to throw away...s0 swey la kal0 pning sket.....haha...ala Malays must learn english kn....

hurmm...this s0ng...
maybe it's unc0mparable t0 many teenagers...fyi I'm a evergreen kind 0f guy...s0 oldies and sentimentals are my favourite genre....haha...and considering my friend Athira trying t0 expose t0wards bigbang or korea la...I quietly enj0y some of their s0ng...so thanx thira 0ii...haha....anyway..4 this song....this is a heart warming s0ng actually....the rhythm makes you s0meh0w felt emoti0nal...haha...but it als0 give a great feeling and a sense of appreciation t0wards what you have...especially your friends...btw...sorry 4 the lenc0ngan...haha...I supp0se to write b0ut the related bl0gs...but maybe I slid in a few events...ala sume 0wg wt cm tu kn...bl0gs bec0ming on9 diaries.....

here's the lyric.....

Life is full of lots of up and downs, 

 And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground, 

 And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take you down, 

 It's so hard to know the way you feel inside, 

 When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide, 

 But you might feel better if you let me walk with you by your side, 

 And when you need a shoulder to cry on, 

 When you need a friend to rely on,

  When the whole world is gone,

  You won't be alone, cause I'll be there, 

 I'll be your shoulder to cry on,

  I'll be there, 

I'll be a friend to rely on,  

When the whole world is gone, 

 you won't be alone, cause I'll be there. 

 All of the times when everything is wrong And you're feeling like

 There's no use going on  

You can't give it up I hope you work it out and carry on 

 Side by side, 

With you till the end 

 I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand 

 no matter what is said or done 

our love will always continue on 

 Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on

  everyone needs a friend to rely on 

 When the whole world is gone 

 you won't be alone cause

 I'll be there

  I'll be your shoulder to cry on 

 I'll be there 

 I'll be the one you rely on 

 when the whole world's gone

  you won't be alone 

 cause I'll be there! 

 And when the whole world is gone You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

there....

it's quite extraordinary...the w0rds la...s0mehow words can suddenly t0uch your heart that even when 0thers couldn't....s0 this s0ng maybe 0ld..but d0n't l0ok at the mel0dy, or the release date, or the age 0f the singer n0w...but l0ok int0 the w0rds....it really means a l0t....

here's a glimpse 0f tommy page...

haaa...believe it!!!...

anyway....

t0 my best friend...you kn0w I'll always appreciates you and always will be...and 0f course I'm very thankful that you always here with me...I h0pe I can be with you lak...and t0 all you f0lks out there.....appreciates the friendship that you have.......

Malaysia: A f0otball mad nati0n???

haaa....this is a little s0mething 4 all you f0otie fans out there.....mcm ana.....

hurrmm....tr0ubles l0oming l0cal fo0tball....
as usual 0ur f0otball is crumbling bit by bit.....just a few m0nth earlier we were celebrating a triumphant defend 0f the SEA games g0ld medal....and suddenly as the new league seas0n starts....every0ne starts t0 lose their c0ol....suddenly match fixing scandal emerges, unsp0rting behavior starts t0 sh0w itself...and the highest of highest.....the 0utspoken FAM vice president....jeng3....

euph0ria n pride.....

 why???
I believe all this happens because s0mehow everyone have high expectati0ns towards the nati0nal team...t0o high that is...every0ne thought maybe we can g0 all the way....and miracul0usly qualify 4 the w0rld cup let al0ne qualificati0n 4 the olympic games....but this high expectati0n is 0nly b0asted as a fantasy and 0f course wt2 pndai....mkl0mla high 0fficials they tend t0 think they are the 0nes who dictate those XI.......and this had cause pr0blems....especially t0wards devel0pment of f0otball....

proud m0ment isn't it???

what??
what had we d0ne??..all this pr0blem causes pr0fesionalism in f0otball to deteriorate and everything f0llows...youth devel0pment and s0 on...it's a frustrating m0ment....t0 lo0k int0 the back pages and see the malaysian f0otball n0t even being highlighted unless c0ntroversies l0oms.....this is a disgrace especially as a f0otball fans....

the real culprits???
hurmm...this is a sensitive part....determining who's the culprit...I take the Penang FA for instance....it's been a l0ng time since Penang have her rightful place on the summit of malaysian f0otball...but CORRUPTION and mismanagement cause the team dearly.....hurmmm....everything went d0wn in the drain with Penang...and the s0le Island representative in the league is USM FC...which supprisingly quite g0od...I mean better than Penang....but all this happen because CORRUPTION...yes!!...the highlighted w0rd is the culprit....s0mehow f0otball is bec0ming a business and people sell games....it's just t0o frustrating because many FA's are g0vern by p0liticians....they have n0 respect t0wards the game.....this is a disgrace because s0mehow they p0lluted f0otball with their m0ney and all....

I think many felt like this.....

h0pes???
I just think that we need better pe0ple to run the game....we need spirit and enj0yment....we need players that with their heart not the RM.....we need the nati0nal team t0 be advent0rous and brave...we need an FA..that will d0 and w0rk t0 promote the game....t0 increase the quality of the game....yes! we have impr0ve a l0t...but based 0n the p0ols of talent that we have...I believe we can g0 further....but remember...let it be step by step....

so 4 my last h0pe!!!!.....majulah sukan utk MALAYSIA!!!!....
(maap yekk makcik..nk wt cm mne..ak f0otball FANatics...)

where's the l0ve....

haaa..here's a thought t0 digest.....

what is happening in 0ur world??........
fyi the earth is sup0sably the 0nly habitable place f0r us human....but what are we d0ing??...we are destr0ying 0ur 0wn home day by day because 0f our selfishness and sense 0f pride....we w0uld rather kill and fill the w0rld with hatred because we d0n't want any 0pp0sitions t0 our beliefs.....

the day we arrive....
fr0m the quran.....the universe was made through a huge BANG...and planets was f0rmed....0r scientist calls it the BIGBANG the0ry.....and then Allah created man 0r specifically Adam a.s and thus the question arise "why are we here?".....it is stated clearly in the quran that th0se bef0re us had cause destructi0n 0n earth and s0 Allah created us t0 bec0me the caliph or leader 0n earth.....

m0dern caliph.....
we all kn0w the purp0se of our existence....in which t0 bring pr0sper and harm0ny t0 earth....but what is happening n0w...we dis0beyed Allah's law and f0llowed our 0wn feelings and em0tions....and finally hatred, death, cruelty spreads ar0und the gl0be like wild fire.....we s0 called civilized pe0ple c0uldn't st0p the killing and even regard it as a s0lution.....we kill inn0cents in the name 0f jihad.....we kill inn0cents in the name of Allah....this is n0t what Islam teaches and of c0urse this is n0t what Allah wanted....

s0ciety in malaysia.....
maybe we d0n't have harsh life like th0se living B0snia, africa 0r the middle east....but what we are facing here is an epidemic 0f hed0nism, free sex and fall 0f m0ral values.....these are remedy that will cause cha0s and the fall 0f humane values.....we malays especially....we can 0nly talk, write, p0st and s0 on....but the pr0blem still l0oms in explicit ways....the malay culture is ab0ut ethics and moral c0de....but the M0DERN AND 'SMART' malays they tend t0 forget these values and adapt the much liberal values 0f the west....the d0wnfall 0f our s0ciety is n0t to be blamed t0wards evil cults...such as illuminati 0r other bullshit...but it's 0f our 0wn fault.....

the next generati0n.....
as a y0uth...we will inherit the w0rld and all its wealth and all its pr0blems....but at the start 0f the transiti0ns...we had already sh0wed glitches....we must be aware 0f what is happening....we must start t0 think b0ut our life and st0p being s0mething we're n0t....it's time t0 change....it's time t0 become m0re mature and it's time t0 bec0me a leader.....

h0pes???
haha...4 all th0se f0lks out there....hear me as I say we need t0 change 4 the better.....we need t0 be s0mething that we are n0t what we aren't...s0 dear youth it's time t0 be m0re civilized and bring back the l0ve.....