where are you???

you p0st happy n exciting entries and p0sts...
while I'm stuck in many unhappy th0ughts....
you laugh and felt 0verjoyed.....
while I'm under a gl0omy cloud...
but 0ne thing 4 sure....
I sent...
You ign0red....

hurmm 0h...hell0 there...w0ndering why everything is gl0omy???....hahaha...
firstly my new friend just dumped me...hurmm...gl0omy isn't it...haha...I d0n't kn0w maybe I'm s0 stupid t0o believe that every0ne are nice pe0ple...fyi I'm n0t the type 0f guys...wh0's mach0-dness overshad0ws his feelings...0r eg0istic that is...I'm quite naive when it c0mes to life..hahaha..(maybe bec0z I d0n't watch KOREAN or tv3 dramas..hurmm).....but I try...haha...and as my BEST FRIEND said that one day my stupidity will make me suffer...(ni tym kt KL tuhh...kal0 ang lupa...)....he f0und his 0ld friends back while I l0st mine...he's the last 0utsider I can truly trust....but I d0n't know...hurmm...

hurmm...g0in away.....

maybe this entry is ab0ut sadness and rem0rse....(while hers are all b0ut happiness and bla bla bla...huhu)...maybe I'm 'bajet' 0r something....but inside it really hurts....It felt like I've been left 0ut....all al0ne with n0body else....maybe he just d0esn't want t0 l0ok int0 problems anym0re...but why you just can't say anything???...I wr0te this with a deep sense 0f rem0rse, guilty, sad and a bit 0f tears...hurmm...s0mehow at your m0st darkest h0ur....the 'flashlight' that you h0ped for just fades away int0 obscurity.....

really????

hurmm...anyway....if you reading this I just want you t0 know that your 'kemalasan' have started t0 take a t0ll on me....I kn0w you might say that I'm selfish and all...but please...I kn0w that you understand me and I know that you kn0w me m0re than any0ne else....(f0r g0d sake...we've been friends 4 s0 long..maybe n0t fulfilling your 'quota' la..)...s0 please I need my 'walking stick' t0 get me 0ff the h0ok....just say s0mething...hurmmm....

p/s....I'm s0rry....

a day t0 forget...

hurrmm.......
why the w0rd f0rget???....haha..ntahla...tp itula yg dirasai ana arini n ari sbl0mya....hadehh....tula rmaja nihh xde experience tp nk wt pndai lak...hurrmmm....anyway...I felt for someone that I've had never meet and never knew...but s0mehow I fall for her...awkward isn't it??...haha...sl0wly I forg0t who I was.....and f0rgot everything that I stand for....l0ve is just an0ther trap....haaa...that's my quote...anyway....it t0ok a toll on my friendship....maybe because the questi0n is so serious that my friend just w0uldn't dare t0 answer...but s0mehow..she enlighten me....she made me l0ok back and think...what the hell I'm d0ing....

hurmm...walkin and thinkin....

and then it all happens.....
my friend suddenly snaps and everything was falling apart....for the first time in my life I felt s0 damn sad and desperate....it's like ch0osing s0meone who I kn0w and appreciates. against s0meone who's new but s0mehow l0vable..(did I just say that..huhu)...and suddenly I remembered......mu ummi's qu0te...

"you can l0se your couple love and still find it.....but if you lose a friend's l0ve,,,it's hard 4 you to go back"

hurrmmm....just the w0rd I need....and I realize that the 0ne that I just met deserved my attenti0n but not my love....and the best friend that I have...it's just a once in a lifetime adventure....

n0...my heart ain't goin' t0 be broken....

but s0mehow she's just sudden2 (haha..manglish jap.) bec0me s0 quiet....and the last time she was quiet it really didn't go well......and s0 my anxiety and worridnes starts t0 control me....and everything was l0oking bleak....and I felt desperate...hurrmm ntahla...mybe you can imagine yourself..huhu....but my ummi's word really struck me...and I felt very-very-very dirty inside me.....maybe it's Allah's way of telling me that I was d0ing something wr0ng......

yupp....you said it...

s0....4 all you f0lks out there....just cherish what you have especially the friends that you have....because couple l0ve can c0me any time....but friendship l0ve s0metimes only 0nce...

t0 my special friend.....I'm s0rry 4 all the times that I've been childish....plzz forgive me and I h0pe that what we have w0uld last until I breath my last,,,,maybe this is 0ur anniversary isn't it...haha...anyway..I now kn0w h0w special you are....

little secret....

haha...bru pg td tgk HBO so trtgk la movie nihh....Little Secrets....
sron0k jugak sbenarnye cte nihh....kinda sweet n quite amusing....ala cte dy sal s0wg gurl yg bukak biznes simpan rahsia budak2...cth mcm kal0 budak kasi pcah gelas 0r pasu mak dy,,,s0 diorg akan dtg la jumpa Emily....(wtak utama..) s0 dy akn simpan la rahsia tuhh......skali dgn bnde yg dpecahkan dgn hnya bayaran 30 sen....haha...

storyline.....
hurmm yg part awal tuhh ana dah cte dah....s0 kita start la sket ngan bab2 sterusnya.....stu ari ad la kluarga bru pndah kt neighbourh0od tuhh n brtemula Emily ngan Phillip...mse tuhh phillip tgh nk smbunyi barang ksayangan ayahnya yg dy pcahkan...pstu Emily p0nn kte dy leh tl0ng smbunyikan....s0 sjak dr itu Phillip nihh p0nn mulala jd best friend dgn Emily.....Phillip akn slalu djemput utk ke rumah Emily utk b0rak2 n wt high tea skali.....hurmm mlas la nk cte sume....haha

ni summarization dy...
Emily Lindstrom, 14, is an aspiring concert violinist; she's spending the summer practicing for a big audition while her girlfriends are at camp. She's also got a thriving neighborhood business: for 50 cents, she'll keep your secret. Her mother is very pregnant, and her parents seem more concerned about the new baby than anything Emily cares about. A new family moves in next door; their son, Philip, 12, becomes Emily's friend. Eventually, the weight of Emily's secrets - her own, the ones she's keeping professionally, and a secret Philip tells her, send her life temporarily crashing down

phillip...best friend emily....

pe special nyerr???....
 hurmmm...cte dy agk sweet haha....(cm gurl lak..hadehh)...tp truly mmg sr0nok....sbb dy kisah kan tntang rahsia....tntunya kita sume ad rhsia, cte ni bgtau yg kdang2 secrets are best t0ld......sbb rhsia yg bruk nihhh lama2 dy bleh jd brah n mr0sakkan diri kita.... iyela....ad stengah bnde it's better t0 keep it t0 ourselves tp kal0 yg tr0k2 tuhh it's better t0 let it out....haaa...luahkan....kal0 tk0t nk luahkan kt public...luahkan kt kwn bek n yg bleh kita prcya...sbb kal0 pendam lama2 p0nn nnti dy berkulat...bila brkulat mulalah nek bakteria...huh..bhayakan ksihatan t0ll...haha....

myself???
hurmmm ana sbenarnye byk jgak secret...jeng3...haha....tp kal0 bruk ana lbih rela share ngan ummi n abi 0r dgn best friend ana.....(haha...wlaupun dy b0ring.huhu)....tp itula ana cba.....sbb ana p0nn ase cm tu ....klau smpan lma2 nnti brkarat...huh...s0 teman2 skelian....kal0 xthan sgt...jgn smpan better luahkan....n kal0 bruk...mnx la ampun dr Allah....insyaallah....

haha...tu bukan emily tp l0yal customer..haha...

p/s...haha....kal0 'makcik' tgh bca nihh...pham2 la yekk nape kdang2 em0...haha...jeng3...

an 0ld friend....

haha....this is an 0ld video but it brings back special memories to me....for your info I have a special friend when I was at jenan....she was very special for me (identity must be kept secret...haha)....anyway in my whole life, she was quite different at the time I know her.....
 haha....I remember those days....when I always got to the class early in the m0rning because she would be the second in class and we would have a 'shy' chat....haha....I call it shy because I was t0o damn scared and dumbf0unded whenever I am going to talk with her....hurrmmm maybe it's typical amir t0 be shy and stuttering when talking to girls...(haha...it's true though..) but somehow I would always have a quite interesting conversation with her....


feelings????
haha...maybe some would wonder do I have any feelings for her....but actually special feeling I only share with my bestest friend only....sorry f0lks maybe when I'm married I would retell the story....haha....but you know I still have a feeling of friendship with her....


anything special???
haha...she was wonderful and frankly she's a pious one....and one thing that amazes me is that her ability t0 assist me and s0mehow enthrall me....she's a p0et lover that's for sure....I remember the time she entered a p0em recitation c0mpetition and she asked h0w's her p0em....hurmmm....haha...I just urmm...haha....but she was an interesting girl t0 be with....


n0w???
hurrmmm.....now???...I d0n't know...maybe we change path and she's just change.....I d0n't know.....haha...but after hearing this s0ng...(fergie's v0ice that is...) I recalled back the first time I heard her v0ice through the ph0ne....(huh...the blushes are back^^).......


an ending.....
hurmmm if s0me of you reading this and maybe got the idea who 'she' was......tell her that th0se days that we've gone through were really special days for me.....and I didn't mean any harm for her....she's still hold a g0od share of my heart....haha....and 4 all you f0lks out there...cherish what you have because 0nce it got away from you,,,you just couldn't st0p remembering and rue that mistake......trust me...haha

a new friend....haha

a sh0cker of the day......
huhu I just d0n't know what t0 say but last night I just have the biggest shock of my life..(not entirely la...haha)...faceb0ok is really a funny place if you thought deeply about it.....hurrmmm it's a place where lovers met one an0ther through IMD..(instant message dating..huhu??) and of course ex lovers met one an0ther....this what suprises me the m0st....

what happened???
hurmmm I met a new friend on faceb0ok and everything was going well and I thought maybe this friend of mine was just an0ther faceb0ok f0lks who just like to meet new people...s0 I thought maybe I must play nice with her...hurrmmm...anyway....suddenly she cracks it....hurrmm....she t0ld me how I resembled her bel0ved friend....and shockingly really identical....

reacti0n???
hadehh.....I really d0n't know what t0 say....but what I do know is that I am really sh0cked but at the same time I felt cm sweet lak....haha....but I really d0n't want her t0 make believe that I was her long lost friend I just want her to believe that I, Amir am his friend...haha....just for the sake of reality that is...

huh....mmg tokh0jot la ana...

hurmmm....
actually there's no pr0blem for me if she wants to make me as her bestfriend or whatever but really the reality of why I was her friend was quite sweet though and t0uching,, this is my third time that I really felt appreciated by someone....(after my family and best friend...huhu).....haha....I really am speechless and just d0n't know what t0 say......

hurrmmm.....maybe this is something special....huh

t0 those who read this......
kdang2 prtemuan nihh kita xjgka tau.....maybe kita akn jumpa sese0rg yg kita benci or mgkin future wife or husband....tp pertemuan mmg xbleh dielakkan.....prtemuan hnya bleh diperbt0l jerr bkan dielakkan....haha s0 teman2 yg baca la bnde nihh just try t0 appreciate what you already have and try t0 accept new things without hesitant....and of course try not to be prejudice..(ni nsihat khas besfwen ana..huhu)....hurrmmm...

tribute t0 my new friend....
if you're reading this just remember that I'm ready and n0t worried bout being ur friend.....I'm s0rry if ever I hurt y0ur feeling I just want you t0 know that 0nce you're my friend, you're always be one...(ayt bestfwen ana gak...maap mkcik yekk..huhu)......

here's 4 you...haha

faceb0ok...a special place...

haha....

fb nihh stu tmpat yg plik kan....mcm2 0wg kita leh jumpa n mcm2 0wg kita leh gd0h....tp ana xm0la nk cte bab2 gad0h nihh...haha...(byk la jgak...huhu)....ana nk cte sket tntang sahabat fb...

hurrmmm....

as always dlm fb nihh mcm2 0wg kita leh jumpa....n ana p0n ada la jumpa s0wg hamba Allah nihh....pe special ek??...ntahla tp tiap kali jerrr ana on9 msti tringat dy so kita ceking la kt fb dy haha...urmm p0st islamik yg mnyent0h......s0 ana jdikan la acc0unt dy sbgai tmpat inspirasi ana...haha...sr0nok gak bila kita jumpa kwn bru...

now everyone can meet...haha

feelings???

ntahla....ase sr0nok lak bila tgk dy k0men or like2 status.....mks0dnye ad jgak la owg baca status pkcik tua nihh...haha...ala biasa la sume 0wg kn bila dah like tu sr0nok la....s0 ana ponn xtrkecuali...hurrmmm...susah sbenarnye nk cte tp tu la....mybe Allah tlah prtemukan dgn s0wg kwn bru...Alhamdulillah I'm blessed with so many g0od friends and some few bestfriend and a bestest best friend...(huh corrupt english lak...hadehh) 

trima kasih yekk cik mark....haha

advice......

wlaupun kita mampu bertemu ngan plbagai 0wg dlm dunia maya nihh tp kita kne ingat n brhati2.....tk0t2 kita nihh trbabas n trtipu s0 berkwn tu xpe...tp jgn trlalu prcya....only believe those you can believe not those you have to.......insyaallah....

a little something 4 you!!!!

this is one of my favourite s0ngs!!!
wlaupun ia agak ke arah gwang2 sket...huhu tp it's still a sweet song...hurrmm lgu nihh spesel la jgak n tmpat prtama ana dgr lgu nihh adalah dr corong suara tesc0...the moment I heard it, I felt in love...haha...ana nihh sntimental sket bab2 lgu so kebanyakkan mmg ad mkna la....lgu nihh p0nn ad gak tp pnjang lak anal0gi dy...haha....anyway.....plain white T's is a band that I really love and byk jgak ana cba tgk2 n gunakan dlm usrah...haha...sr0nok n mmg dgr tuhh ase urrmm sr0nok lahhh...haha..

what it reminded me off????
haha susah nk kata.....tp mmg sron0k la....n it reminded me of my best friend....hurrrmmm (bkan bab2 i love you la...hadehhh)....tp ntahla cm tu la asenye....try k0wg dgr n cbe la feeling sndirik....kal0 xbleh tuhh....fkir2 la yekk....haha...

my favourite band...the t's

if you're reading this....I just want to know how I appreciate you....thanx 4 all thse years!!!....

(short jgak entry nihhh...haha)

mencari Fatimah atau menjadi Ali???...

hurrmmm....
sume 0wg inginkan lelaki or perempuan idaman sbagai penyeri dlm hd0p kita....kita nk yg encem, cmey, Islamik, sophisticated n mcm2 lg....hurrmmm tp kita hnya inginkan lelaki or perempuan idaman itu tp pernahakah kita tringin utk MENJADI lelaki idaman or perempuan idaman kita itu bukan skedar memiliki....haha....teman2 sume nihh atas pndirian dan kemahuan kita.....

dlm Surah An Nur, Allah berfirman bahawa lelaki yg baik adalah utk perempuan yg baik.....ayat nihh adalah sbgai m0tivasi utk kita supaya kita berusaha utk menjadi s0wg yg baek n spaya mndapat psangan yg baik....kn there's a saying!!...bgaimana nk dpt s0wg istri sebaik fatimah kal0 diri xshebat Ali....haaa ni kn juga stu m0tivasi bukan ayt perli tau.....kata2 nihhh dy mniup smangat supaya kita mncari dan menjadi s0wg yg baik....

msti muslimin tringin bini cm ni??..(ana p0n..huhu)

xkan tringin jerrr???....
kdang2 kita ni ska brangan utk brkawen n mmbina rumah tgga yg bahagia....tp kita nihh kdang2 mimpi jerr sdangkan sdar x sdar mimpi kita tuhh mmpu jd kenyataan.....Allah sntiasa membuka pluang utk kita mnegubah diri kita spaya mnjadi lbih baik....kn pntu taubat itu sntiasa trbuka bg kita...teman2 Allah itu Maha Pengampun n Maha Penyayang...jgn rsau slagi kita ikhlas Insyaallah kita mmpu utk mengubahnya.....

bila nk start???
haha....ni la kdang2 part yg plik sket....bila nk start cri pasangan???...jeng3....sbenarnye prs0alan kt sini bkan bila nk start cri pasangan tp bila nk brubah???....teman2....kal0 kita ty s0klan bila nk start cri pasangan nihh mmg susah nk jwb....tp bila nk brubah!!!...that's the questi0n.....sbb kal0 kita nk pasangan yg baik jd baik dulu....cintai Allah dulu insyaallah Allah akn cri yg terbaiikkk. utk kita...d0n't worry my friend...smua nya dah sdia juzzz sma ad kita nk or xmau jerrr.....

cinta Allah or cinta insan???
hurrmmm.....kal0 ikotkan mmg cintai Allah dulu..nape ek???...haha...teman2 pabila kita mncintai Allah pstinya Allah mncintai kita n Allah xkn biarkan kita sesat jd Allah akn sdiakan kita teman yg akn sma juga mencintai Dia......hurmmm teman2....ustat ana psan cintai Allah dahulu pstu Allah akn sdiakan teman yg terbaikk utk kita....jgn risau Allah tu Maha Bijaksana.....

muslimah2 skelian!!!...ni ke suami kalian??...

mari brubah!!!!!....

teman2 yg ana syg kerana Allah skelian....cinta nihh stu bnde yg susah utk kita describe tp sgt bahaya bila ia timbul dlm hati.....syaitan slalu mnunggu utk menerkam cinta2 nihh supaya dir0sakkan oleh nafsu serakah....teman2 pliharalah cinta kalian kerna cinta tu stu anugerah yg hebat....insyaallah perbaiki la diri kita n jgn r0sakkan diri kita....ykinla dgn jnji Allah....org yg baik utk org yg baik n org yg buruk utk mereka yg buruk.....jdkanla ayat ni sbagai catalyst utk kita perbaiki n improve diri kita!!!...rnung2 yekk....insyaallah... 

Abu Bakar N Rasulullah : friends 4 eva

hurrmmm spe la role model dlm persahabatan nihh???
haha....s0klan nihh snang jerr jwb tp teman2 skelian bpe rmai yg tahu tp wat xtahu jerrr....teman2 prlu ingat n lihat kembali bgaimana qudwatu hasanah kita, Muhammad B Abdullah s.a.w bersahabat.....

best friend yg terhebat!!!!!
teman2 cba tgk n revise blik friendship k0wg....hurrmmm kita anggap friendship kita dah sweet tp hkikatnye ad lg friendship yg lbih cweet lg...nila the ultimate friendship antara Abu Bakar n Rasulullah s.a.w,,,,hurrmm kal0 kowg tgk la kisah2 mereka berdua mmg k0npem k0wg akn cuba baiki friendship k0wg....

ktika brhijrah.....
ni adalah kisah yg menunjukkan betapa sygnya s0wg sahabat kepada sahabat yg laen....teman2 mgkin ad yg tahu kisah nihh tp xpela manusia nihh kn an nasu (mudah lupa..huhu)...so ana p0nn nk ingatkan blik....kisah dua shabat dlm suatu perjalanan....
ktika suatu mlm yg hening di kota Makkah....Rasulullah dan Abu Bakar kluar dr rumah Baginda n mula beranjak kluar dr Makkah utk brhijrah ke Madinah....ktika dlm perjalanan mereka terpaksa berteduh di dalam gua thur....di situ Abu Bakar volunteer utk berjaga n biarkan Baginda td0r.....ktika baginda sedan td0r ternampaklah seekor kala jengking yg kluar dr lubang....dgn pantas Abu Bakar tekup lubang itu dgn kpala lututnye....teman2 abu bakar dipatuk ang it was agonizingly painful....tp dy xjerit or melalak sbb dy rsau baginda terjaga n xckup td0...jd dy than la smpai biru kpala lutunyer...n smpai mengalir air mata dy shingga terjatuh ke muka Baginda...."kenapa Abu Bakar??....ttbe nanges nihh...eh!!...lutut tuhh smpai biru dah!" Baginda p0nn menyapu air liur baginda ke atas lutut itu...."kenapa xpggil??" teman2 bygkan jwapan seorg shabat nihh "ana xmau kj0tkan anta...nmpak sdap jerr td0 td.." Ya Allah, betapa Engkau merahmati kekasih Mu dgn s0wg sahabat yg sgt10000X mulia hati nyerr!!!....teman2 xinginke kta ad sahabat cm ni???...huh sweet glllerrr la!!!....

ktika Israk Mikraj.....
ni cte kepercayaan yg [lg hebat skali......mmg xpnah jmpa la....hurrmmm pristiwa ni p0nn kal0 l0gik akal mmg xdtrima.....teman2 ketika pristiwa Israk Mikraj Rasulullah diangkat ke langit utk bertemu Allah n ktika bginda turun bayangkan betapa susahnye utk bginda terangkan tntang pristiwa itu....tp Abu Bakar adalah owg prtama yg dtg n mngakui apa yg Rasulullah ckp....bliau ykin bkan hnya skedar Rasulullah itu Utusan Allah tp kerana dy mempercayai n menyayangi baginda....teman2 kdang2 kita xmmpercayai bestfriend kita ktika dy mengkritik kita tp cbe lihat friendship nihh...teman2 cbe contohi n revise blik friendship nihhh

ketika perginya s0wg sahabat.....
ktika haji wida' ni la stu bibit pristiwa yg sgt sdey....ktika bginda menyampaikan khutbah baginda yg terakhir...rmai 0wg bergembira kerna Islam tlah smpurna jd mereka sudah berjaya...tp Abu Bakar mnangis...jd para sahabat p0nn ty la "abu bakar, nape k0 nanges??" "sahabat skelian ktika bginda ckp cm tu mks0dnyer tym utk bginda prgi sudah dekat..." teman2...bliau adalah 0wg prtama yg tahu tntang itu n bliau uga 0wg prtma yg tangisi brita itu....hurrmmm agak2 la...kal0 kta cm mne???..hurmmm

s0????
hurrmmm teman2 ni adalah antara bibit2 friendship antara dua shabat bek yg mmg cweet cgt2.....bila kenang cte mereka tringat lak friendship ana ...huurrmmm needs a little improvement s0 jomla kwn2 mri kita take time n tgk blik friendship kita....insyaallah persahabatan yg baik adalah persahabatan seperti rasulullah....

akhir kalam.....
ana hbiskan dgn sdikit luahan hati s0wg sahabat kpd sahabatnyerr yg tercinta....
Semoga Allah merahmatimu! Engkau adalah sahabatku! Engkau telah membenarkan ketika orang lain mendustakanku, engkau telah membantuku ketika orang lain membiarkanku, engkau telah beriman kepadaku ketika orang lain mendustakanku, engkau telah mententeramkan hatiku ketika hatiku sedang dalam keadaan keluh kesah.< Rasulullah s.a.w>

pertemuan dlm Faceb0ok...

Assalamualaikum n slamat petang......

t0day we're talking bout faceb0ok....haha...tntula dlm faceb0ok ni adalah tempat pertemuan strangers n 0wg2 yg kita xkenal n kita xkn jmpa.....hurrmmm ana nk k0ngsi sket pengalaman ana brjumpa s0wg kwn dlm fb nihh

ttbe add...........
pada suatu hari ana p0nn buka la profile n trdapat stu friend request,,,haha mula2 ase excited la dpt tmbah kenalan rupa2nyee s0wg muslimah....hurrmmm ana ragu2 sket tmbah bila tgk dy s0wg plajar sk0lah p0ndok di kelantan...musykil2....lpas tu ana ingt mybe kwn kepada besfwen ana k0t...tp dy add ana ngan s0wg lg kwn ana (kak pah..haha) s0 mkin musykil la tp xpe ad geng gak...haha

mula berinteraksi.....
hurrmmm...ni la pristiwa yg agk pelik n gnjil....stu hari ana p0st la as always bab2 islamik nihhh....pstu brmula la bibit2 komen2 nihhh.....trk0jot la apabila mlihat dy 0wg prtama k0men post ana....haha...pstu mulalah sembang2....hurmm tp yg musykil yg teramat2 nihh adalah dy sembang ngan ana dlm keadaan seperti dy knal ana lak....ad ke pt0t dy pggil ana squidward????..haha...tp itula saat ana mula berkenalan dgn s0wg gadis di fb....

cuba mengetahui......
slepas dy bg ana nma timangan squidward ana mula syak mgkin dy nihhh kwn ana yg nyamar k0tt...sje2 nk test ana k0t2 ana mngtal ke ngan muslimah nihhh.....tp check2 friend hnya ana n kak pah jerrr yg fwen dy.....ana ty kak pah, dy p0nn xkenal gak...hurrmmm ana ty kwn ana di klantan dy xtau sgt...haha...hurrmmm tp muslimah nihh dy xrmai kwn sgt tp sume nyerr bgitu asing bg ana...haha

berbaur dakwah...
pstu ana tgk2 la pr0file dy.....hurmmm byk jgak p0st Islamik kt wall dy...haha.....s0 pt0tla dy byk like post ana...haha..tp tgk dy ske posting2 mcm novelis lak...byk nukilan2 prasaan..haha...tp best gak tgk dy post tuhhh..hurrmmm pstu ana p0nn branikan diri k0men2 post dy....hadehhh...mcm budak2 lak muslimah nihh

gmbar????...
stu ari ttbe dy ty ana....."awk nk kenal sy?? kal0 nk usha2 la wall..."....hurrmmm mkin curi0us lak ttbe IM ty tringin nk kenal dak...hurrmmm...ana p0nn tgk2 la...haha...ad gmb0 nyerr tp bese jerrr ntah xtau nk kte pe p0nn...s0 ana biarla...tp sr0nok gak dpt kenal 0wg bru...

tukar2 n0vel....
hurrmmm....ana dpt teka yg dy ni peminat fatimah syarha(tgk2 post dy la...haha) s0 ana offer la utk anta n0vel tercinta ana "tautan hati" utk dikongsi dgn dy....hurrmmm dy bg alamat nyerr n nnti ana hantar la....anyway,,...pstu ad la ukhti dy..(ntahla kndung k0t...or mybe mur0bbiah usrah dy) ukhti dy p0nn cm tu gak...ske gt sakat ana hadehhh....tp ana amek kesempatan utk bertnya pada si ukhti....siapakah dy yg sbenar.....skang nihh tgh tggu jwpan la...haha....

si muslimah fb...

fb dan friends nyerrr.....
hurrmmm tmpat mnarik utk brtemu kwn lama n kwn baru tp hati2 tau jgn trtipu...insyaallah...rnung2 yekkk...

friendship or love???...hurmm..

antara sahabat dan kekasih......
kdang2 dlm stu prtemuan esp antara lelaki dan perempuan akn terbit stu prasaan bibit2 cinta....persahabtan yg terjalin biasanya akn terganggu kerana prhatian kita trtumpu byk pda percintaan......tp ykinlah whai teman2 plihlah sahabat brbanding kekasih......kenapa????....

1) kesetiaan....
kesetiaan s0wg sahabat dgn s0wg kekasih kapel ni berbeza sgt2....kesetiaan s0wg sahabat adalah mmg sgguh2....dy sggup berada dgn kita wlaupun kita maki or mrah dy (bt0i kott....) tp kal0 kekasih kesetiaan itu hnya terikat dgn cinta yg rpuh...pabila kita mncintai org lain maka kesetiaan itu akn hilang....hurrmmm typical couple la....couple2...gd0h2...pstu break....haha

2) keberanian....
dlm persahabat kita prlukan keberanian yg tggi....kerana s0wg sahabat sejati adalah shabat yg akn tg0r bila kita slap n beri kata2 smangat ktika kita d0wn...sume ni prlukan kberanian yg sbenar kerana menegur 0wg ni bkan snang....sdangkan dlm kapel nihhh tg0ran jrang brlaku kerana diri sndiri p0nn tgh wt jhat...tmbah2 pulak msing2 xmau tg0r kerana bimbang skitkan hati kapel tuhh... ni la stu nilai yg bgus pada sesetengah tmpat tp hnya membawa keburukan....

3)cinta....
hurrmmm msti k0wg ingt msti kapel menang.....xjgak whai teman2 skelian,,,,dlm kapel cinta ni hnya hadir mlalui kata2 manis...wktu2 r0mantik dan cinta ini hnya sementara shaja.....pabila dah huduh or sket hati sbb lupa bufday cinta ni akn pudar....tp kal0 cinta s0wg sahabat(bukan gay atau lesbian tau...nauzubillah) cinta tu akn kekal sebegitu....bndingkan s0wg kekasih prlukan mcm2 pengiktirafan rndu la...hadiah la..mcm2....tp kal0 sowg shabat xprlu iktiraf pape p0nn....tukarlah bpe byk kapel p0nn tp akhirnya kita akan cri besfwen kita gak......

4) hakikat.....
cuba kita fkirkan realiti.....kal0 kita gd0h ngan kapel kita mmpu break n tggalkan dia mlah lupakan dia.....kal0 dy mrah kita 0r ktuk kita xkn fkir sgt.....tp kal0 besfwen kita mcm mne....kita xsggup tggalkan besfwen kita mlah susah utk kita lpekan dy.....mlah bila kita gd0h ngan kapel kita,,,msti kita blik kpada besfwen kita....dy la s0urce sbenar ktenangan bukannya kapel......

so teman2 skelian.....cbe rnungkan dan bndingkan besfwen k0wg ngan kapel k0wg (kal0 ad la...huhu)......n ingatlah stu hadis nabi sahabat yg bek umpama pembawa minyak wangi kmu akn bau wangian nya dan kamu juga akan wangi bersama dgn nya....sdangkan sahabat yg bruk umpama peniup dapur api kamu akan rasa bahangnya dan kmu juga akan terbakar...(rawahal bukhari)....hadis ni mmbuktikan perbedaan sahabat yg bek n bruk tp hadis ni jgak buktikan peranan dan pngaruh besfwen kita......rnung2 la yekkk...

sahabat yg baik....

kwn2 juara ku...haha

haha....ensem2 blak0

 sahabat yg hebat????

hurrmmm....shabat yg hebat nihh bukanlah sahabat yg pndai, tough, ensem, or even cute tp s0wg sahabat yg hebat adalah shabat yg sejati n sentiasa memahami ataupun sntiasa cuba memahami kita....bleh jugak kita anggap sbagai sahabat yg bek or term omputih nyerr besfwen la.....

siapa???

-Nabi S.A.W (jgn lupa slawat tau...) bersabda bahawa seorang sahabat yg baik adalah umpama pembawa minyak wangi, kamu boleh bau wangi nya dan kamu juga akan diwangikannya manakala sahabat yg buruk umpama peniup dapur api kamu akan rasa bahangnya dan kamu juga akan terbakar...(riwayat bukhari)...

-Saidina Ali k.w.j pula berkata bahawa seorang shabat yg baik adalah shabat yg akn mengejutkan kamu ktika kamu tidur,, akan menegur kamu ktika kamu leka,,akan menghampiri kamu ktika org lain brja0han,,akan bergembira bersama ktika kamu bergembira.....

so teman2....sume ni adalah bukit n ciri2 s0wg shabat yg hebat.....xsmestinya dy s0wg yg pndai or owg kaya kerna kdang2 0wg yg pndai p0nn xtahu isi hati shabat nyerrr....tp s0wg shabat yg hebat adalah s0wg shabat yg akn membawa kebaikan pada diri kita n s0wg yg sntiasa brsedia utk membantu kita wlaupun kita membenci nya.....nilai2 ini susah utk dicari tp xmustahil utk dijumpai......

j0m!!!!

mari teman2 skelian kita bersama2 mencari s0wg sahabat yg hbat ini....insyaallah kita bisa mndapati s0wg sahabt yg hebat n stia....tp jgn kita hnya harapkan pada s0wg shabat pulak kerana Allah tidak akan mngubah satu kaum melainkan kaum itu mngubah dirinya sndiri.....bgitu juga ngan sahabat...jgn arapkan sahabat yg baik kal0 diri kita masih eg0 n xmau trima pandangan 0wg...insyaallah...renung2 yekkk

reMembeRing the g0od old days...

hurmmm....nostalgic moments....
utk mklumat skelian these pictures shows my friends well not all of them la..haha...tp ni la wktu plg sdey skali wlaupun ana s0wg lelaki....haha.....for the rec0rd ni la 1st tym ana rasa sdey n almost broke down bila nk tinggalkan mereka.....huhu...

why????
hurrmmm....teman2 yg baca nihh msti ad kwn2 kn...haaaa...cuba bygkan ana tggal di Jenan yg tercinta n of course b0arding sch0ol.....so tempat nihhh dy merapatkan kita malah membina ukhwah yg hbat antara kami...hurrmmm sgt kuat hggakan ase sdey yg amat2 bila nk tggalkan dpa, mjurla ad fb...haha...wlaupun kdang2 agk b0ring bila asyik2 tgk 0wg yg sama jerrr.....tp tgk owg yg sama la akan lbih rasa rindu bila xtgk dah....
 ukhwah ni stu ukhwah yg hbat....hurrmmm tgk gmb0 aje dah ase rndu dah....k0wg cube la ase bila kita dah d0k skali hmpir2 5 ta0n...brlwk2,, gad0h2,, wt bnde nakal...haha...n denda skalik...sume ni akn tggal kesan yg mendalam....sbb persahabatan yg ad antara kita tu stu ikatan yg hebat....insyaallah
so mne2 teman yg bca la bnde nihh....cbe revise persahabatan kita n remember back those n0stalgic moments...insyaallah...ur friendship will be much m0re sweeter if you can remeber those days....haha...


hurrrmmm.....
so dear readers try to l0ok back into those sweet moments so that you can cherish them and try t0 revise those tragic times and move on from it.....n one thing that is imp0rtant in friendship is.....just be urself and try not to change t0o much....(it's okay if it's for the better...haha)

1st day in bl0gging

pena persahabat.....jeng3...
ana ni bru la dlm dunia blogging nihh tp kerana semangat n keinginan utk mencari medan dakwah yg baru so ana cubala dunia bl0gging....haha...so sesape yg tringin mlihat bl0g ana yg serba kekurangan ini tgk2 la yek...

kenapa pena persahabatan????....
hurmm musykil2 kn haha....dlm byk2 nme yg lebih ensem nama ni jgak ana plih...haha...anyway sbenarnye ana dlm stu mission utk men0long spe2 yg mybe ad masalah dlm bab2 persahabatan or even percintaan...hurrmmm teman2 yg terlintas ngan bl0g ana nihh....dtg2 la sggah tp maap la ana air bujang pun xde tp insyaallah ana ad ltakkan ilmu......

so teman2 yg tringin nk memahami hkikat or even nk tau beberapa kemusykilan dlm persahabatan meh la jmput2...tgk2 nk stalking p0nn xpe....this blog is 4 public usage....