m-U-jahadah......

Assalamualaikum.....hahahaa long time no see...hehe....al maklom pda smua ana dh jd budak U skang....msok asasi engineering di puncak alam....xpela mybe rezki ana di sni....redha jerr....

hurrmmm lma dh xtulis tp pe nk tulis ek....(hadehh mna bleh tulis dlm blog ceq ooi...)

sbuah khidupan bru bermula....
sbenarnya ana ingtkan hdup di skolah n kt U ni sma jerr...so xdela gabra smacam tp hkikatnya teman2....huh ja0h bebenor...

teman2 yg dirahmati Allah skelian....pe kta kita renung kjap....di U ni mcm2 mnusia kita bleh jmpa...ad tabligh, ad yg rockers...ad plak yg skejap serban...skejap hampehh....hurmm itula realiti hdup....masya-Allah....

Tetapkan hati....
Inallah ha ma'assobirin.....itu la yg dpt diungkapkan..."Allah bersama dgn mereka yg bersabar"....smua yg brlaku di sni adlah ujian Allah utk mnilai kkuatan hmbaNya....dlu kt skolah mgkin kta mmpu jga tsiqoh dri kita....tp di sini...huh mcm2 ujian....tp ingt Allah xakan mmbebankan hambaNya dgn ujian yg dluar kmampuan hmba itu....haaaaa....so teman2 tetapkan hati kalian...xkn wktu s0lat jerr berserban....pstu ms0k klas...huh setan p0n tepuk tgn....haaaa....jgn jd bgitu....

Kuatkan hati....
whai insan....kuatkanlah dirimu...kerna ujian yg ad kt tmpat bru ni kdang2 plik sket n bleh mengt0khojotkan kita...huhu...jd kuatkanlah Iman...jgn sesekali kamu mngalah dgn ujian...kotla ttbe ad awek cun mnx kapel...tros tggal serban sume....gayut jerr...subhanallah jgn bgitu.....

jd s0wg yg matang....
hurmmm...teman2...ni stu msalah....xrmai yg benar2 phm konsep matang....kal0 mnurut Islam iaitu mreka yg tau bezakan baik n bruk n mngikotnya....teman2 yg msalah kt U nihh...knonnya rmai yg 'matang' tp hakikatnya....huhu...sumenye 'trlebih' matang....pergaulan lelaki perempuan xdjga....bers0sial tnpa kenal arti malu....hadehh...mcm2 kt U nihh....jd teman2...jd la matang dgn Ilmu agama...bkan matang bnatang...lg tua lg mnggtai....

jom mujahadah!!!!!....
teman2....marila kita sma2 mnguatkan diri kita...kerna jihad di alam U nihh...hbat...skali kita hnyut...beberapa ta0n brula kita kembali....haaa....kowg mau lgu tuhh???....teman2...ingatlah pada Allah....syg la pada Rasulullah....n mri brsama kita kuatkan azzam...utk mncpai mardhatillah...insyaallah^^

Bius Jiwa.....

huh..lma jgak yekk ana xupdate entry bl0g....hurmmm....

memandangkan rmai yg m0urning mybe sbb dpt apa yg dy hrapkan or pape la.....s0 ana nk lift the spirit sket utk kwn2 yg m0urning nihh......

nape nihhh????.....
haha....bersdey???....kcewa????....gagal???.....hurmmm kegagalan adalah stu kjayaan....itulah kata fevret samurai ana!!! Miyamoto Musashi (yg dp ak kt fb tuhh...tu nma dy la..) sbb drpada kegagalan la kita akn mnjadi lbih brsemangat n lbih m0tivated n lbih mtang.....tp 1st step adalah utk p0sitifkan dri kita dhulu....kita kne sdar la....s0 what r u crying bout? why not jdkan ia sbagai stepping st0ne utk kita dpt sesuatu yg lbih baik....

ujian jerr......
sperti yg di'entry' kan 0leh sahabat ana...tntang ayt dlm al quran......iaitu.......Allah tidak trunkan sesuatu ujian mlainkan ia sesuai dgn kmampuan hmba itu.....jeng3......sbb itu....teman2....kal0 ssuatu ujian tmpa...jgnla kita mlenting ataupun hampehh.....tp ykinkan dri....I CAN GET OVER THIS EASILY!!!!!....s0 kuatkan dri kita....n sntiasa hrapkan kekuatan drpada Allah....

yg lebih baik sdang mnanti.....
urmm....kita kne rnungkan al baqarah 216.....

haaaa......ini kita kne fkir.....ssuatu yg kita anggap baik bg kita...bl0m tntu bnar2 baik bg kita...YESS makcik ni la ayt fevret......dr dlu lg..haha......tp ayt nihh sgt cntik....kdang2 kita anggap mybe study luar negara adalah baik...tp Allah lbih tau apa yg akn jd....kita mgkin akn tk0t....ataupun kita mgkin dtmpa msalah apabila prgi ke sna....s0 pkir la.....btapa Allah sygkan kita......

utk kwn2 ku.....
hurrmmm.....jgnla bersdey....tp kuatlah iman n jgn mngalah....xsemstnya blaja di luar negara ak dijamin career.....or jmin kita hbat....tp jminan itu dtg dgn usaha kita......bnyak jgak d0ktor2 hbat.....graduate l0cal jerr.....n msih byk jgak penganggur yg graduate international......s0 yg pnting usaha yekk....ana p0n kne gak.....haha...chaiyok2!!!!....haha

teguran se0rang sahabat......

kawan A: ang ni asyk2 xsmayang jerr ak tgk.....jga diri2 baik2 tau....badan n apa yg kita ad ni sume milik Allah tau nnti mgkin Allah trik blik kal0 kita xtaat....
kawan B: weyy...ang nihh...xabih2 nk c0ndemn ak....blah la...mlas la ak nk dgr...

teman2.....
ni la situasi yg sring brlaku antara sesama sahabat.....iaitu MENEGUR....msti rmai yg bca dial0g nihh akn mrah pada Si B kerna mrah pada sahabatnya yg mnegur dy.....apatah lg tguran itu benar n mmbawa kebaikan....tp hkikatnya bgitulah diri kita dgn sahabat kita yg mnegur kita.....sedar xsedar kita sering mngeluh ktika kita dteg0r oleh rakan2 kita....ana tau sbb ana p0nn bgitu....huhu....s0 ana type entry ni sbagai pringatan kpd diri kita sume trmas0k yg type entry ni.......

teguran.....
apa itu teguran???....biasanya kenapa 0rg tegur???....teguran adalah nasihat dan nasihat adalah utk memperbetulkan kesalahan....s0 tegur adalah utk memberitahu bahawa apa yg kita lakukan itu adlah salah....s0 basically sume 0wg tau teguran itu apa....tp xrmai yg sggup trima atau fkirkannya....ala eg0 manusia ni tggi....kdang2....syaitan p0nn klah..mcm Firaun dan Haman......teman2.....ktika sahabat kita tg0r...dlm hati kita terbit prasaan terasa dihina...ataupun kita malu dgn ksalahan kita....akhirnya kita mrah pda kwan kita yg mneg0r kita....ni la kebiasaan yg berlaku....tp kita xsdar bhawa perbuatan yg kita bwat itu salah....yg kita fikirkan ktika itu hnyalah eg0 kita shingga kita ketepikan persahabatan.......hummm......

nape kwn teg0r?????
ni stu s0alan yg sume 0wg tahu akn jawapannya......tp brapa rmai yg benar2 phm akan jawapannya...kwn kita teg0r kita kerana dy syg kn kita....dy ingin yg terbaik utk kita....sahabat kita teg0r spaya kita xmlakukan ksilapan....shabat kita tg0r kerana dy cherish persahabtan yg ad.....teman2....kal0 teman2 ad sahabat yg tg0r k0wg...maka bersyukurlah kpd Allah...kerna Allah tlah mngurniakan s0wg sahabat yg hbat n sgt mnyayangi teman2 skelian.....A friend in need is a friend indeed.....ayt ni mnyatakan bhawa sahabat yg sntiasa ad disisi adlah sahabat yg baik....mereka yg sggup brada walaupun kita mlakukan ksilapan.....itula s0wg sahabat...

terimalah teguran itu.....
teman2....terimalah tguran yg kita trima....kerana tguran2 ni akn mmbawa kebaikan kita....tguran2 ni are n0t meant t0 be ign0red....but they're meant to be revised.....teman2....syg la kwn2 teman2 skelian....Allah tlah mngurniakan sahabt yg baik kpd teman2.....Saidina Ali k.w.j mnyebut..."SOWG SAHABAT ADALAH MEREKA YG MNGEJUTMU KTIKA ENGKAU TDOR, YG MNGINGATKAN KAMU KTIKA KAMU LEKA....N MEREKA YG MENEGUR KAMU KTIKA KAMU TERSILAP".....

sggup ke tggalkan bff...hnya kerana eg0???

s0 teman2.....ego kita tdak akn mmbawa kebaikan...tp hnya akn bawa kburukan......sedarlah kita skang bhawa stiap tguran shabat2 kita adalah utk kebaikan kita....sm0ga persahabat kita sume kekal n slamat...insyaallah.....

p/s...t0 all my friends....I'm s0rry if I ever unleash my eg0 to all of you.....h0pe our friendship c0ntinues....^^

4:54AM thoughts.....

yeah....you saw the tittle right......it's 4:54 in the m0rnin' and s0mehow I got the urge to wake up, dating jap n s0mehow again the urge to type s0mething......

maybe it's n0thing and maybe it's s0mething......s0mehow today I just want to ask a little easy question to all you f0lks out there.....IS IT HARD TO DO THE RIGHT THING?????.....

haha.....for some it's quite an uneasy questi0ns....and fr s0me it's just an0ther slick question....but all in all....we must answer......

• if you answered NO.......

  this will always be the m0st easy and the maj0rity answers that you'll answer.......but think again....just try  to remember what g0od have you d0ne today and compare it with what bad deeds you've d0ne and somehow you w0uld find out that it's actually hard....haha.....just cl0se your eyes and imagine this....there are s0 many pe0ple in the world that answered...it's easy to do the right thing....but s0mehow you l0ok into out world...the present day....th0se words aren't true....th0se words are lies....yes,,g0od deeds are easy t0 do...but h0w many of us would do it.....h0w many of us w0uld return a l0st I-Pad if we ever f0und one???...h0w many of us would st0p littering at an already c0ngested dustbin???...all these questi0ns are basic ethical questi0ns...but n0t many can do it....or have d0ne it....that's the plain truth.....

• if you answered YES....

    then it is clear that you d0n't understand the meaning of doing g0od and you aren't c0nfidence that you, yourself is a g0od person....or maybe you're stuck in a prejudice s0ciety....this is the reality that we have t0 live with....the word PREJUDICE.....PRE-JUDICIARY.....that's the r0ot form.....we have t0 be clear and understand that GOD had made human as a leader and a settler it this earth.....we're b0rn g0od and pure....there's n0 such pe0ple b0rn as evil.....evil came from within ourself and our inability t0 c0unter it....s0mehow criminals or th0se with a bad hist0ry behind them....they felt it's hard t0 do something right because 0f the s0ciety that c0nstantly judging....and judging them hard.....this is why these such pe0ple felt pr0secuted even when they repented......that's why you answered YES...isn't it???....

THE ANSWER????.....
hahaha....I might phil0sophycal or corky as you might put it.....but the true answer lies within ourselves...of c0urse.....for preachers and ustaz....they w0uld enc0urage us to do the right thing and it's easy....but from experience with many kind of pe0ple....the answer is all within you....because it's your right....yeah your 0wn right....t0 govern yourself in d0ing whatever you want....but remember this....s0oner rather than later.....you'll find your verdict of the acti0n that y0u've d0ne.....but simply d0 the right thing that you pleased t0 do....d0 what you think is right....and be sensible in your acti0ns.....and be rati0nal.....0f course....and please..think 0f others bef0re you do s0mehthing.......IT'S N0T EASY NOR HARD TO DO THE RIGHT THING....BUT IT'S ALL UP TO YOU.....

s0???

BIGBANG!!!!!!!!

haha....I'm bursting in laughter n happiness t0day!!!!....s0mehow I just have t0 accept that MAMAT2 MATA SEPET DAH MENANG!!!....menang pe ek???....haaaa...t0day I'll tell you all a little b0ut my pers0nal music chart...ni mmg reality yg trbuku dlm hati....jeng3.....but 0nly top 10 jerrr ana buh..

Amir's Music Chart....
10---->Pixie Lott ft GD n TOP Dancing on my 0wn....
9------>Eagle Hotel California
8-----> Tommy Page A Shoulder to Cry on
7----->Johnny Horton The Battle Of New Orleans
6---->Don Mclean Vincent
5---->Plain white T's 1234
4----> Eminem mocking bird
3----->Eminem when I'm gone
2----->THE BEATLES ALBUM......(sume lgu la...haha)
1----->BIGBANG BLUE.....

haaaa.....th0se who knew me...mmg t0khojot nk mmpuih la.....haha...but these are all my fav0urite s0ng!!....n fyi the #1 s0ng climbed the ladder like hell....iyela...let me tell you a little st0ry bout the #1 song....

it all started with Athira (dy lg...hadehh)...ala spe lg nk pr0mote bigbang nihh...haha....but the first time she p0st the video on my wall..I didn't watch it thoroughly la....just watch2 ayam la....tp 0ne day she t0ld me to watch the MTV sh0w bout BIGBANG comeback c0ncert...s0 I watch...n at the last vide0....jeng3...it struck me!!!!....haaa...it feels like the rain has g0ne away n rainb0ws filled my heart...(haha...metaph0ric sket..)...but really....I was dumbf0unded...haha...n ran t0 my ph0ne....tr0s msg T0K GURU BIGBANG....lgu pe tuhh???...n mula la my l0ve story (haha...0k2 sorry 0ver sgt...but hey...nk wt cm mne)....tp mmg bt0l la it's bec0ming my fav0urite s0ng...I d0n't kn0w why....hadehh...

n the list d0esn't include nasyids n lgu2 melayu....sbb s0mehow I d0n't feel c0mfortable...with making charts that includes nasyid...it's quite disturbing....n n0t the right thing t0 do la...haha...anyway...these are the s0ngs...n the #1 s0ng really deserves it place up there....

asenye ni la c0ver album....tk0t jgak...haha

anyway....KUDOS to bigbang 4 giving us this nice s0ng...n of course winning the AMC...haha....n thanx t0 tok guru Amira for intr0ducing me to this w0rld....n thanx for all of you reading this.....n thanx I Tune 4 offering the best music inf0...(haha...mcm advertising lak...)....s0 h0pe you enj0y yhe s0ng....

dreams....

haha....this is a little intriguing st0ry of my sleep.......

s0me pe0ple say that dreams are s0metime reflecti0n of what you feel bef0re you go to sleep.....if you feel afraid bef0re sleeping,,then nightmares will certainly haunt you....if you feel sad...you will dream b0ut the ones you l0st or the things that make you sad......if you l0nging for s0meone...then you'll dream of that s0meone....these words that I gathered is an excuse or reas0ns for what I have dreamt....

I'm a sentimental guy....ntahla....hahaha...but it's true th0ugh....s0metimes cpat sgt ana trasa.....mybe because I have a s0ft heart...(mcm cgu zaleha ckp la...huhu)....but when I feel cl0se to s0meone....it's hard for me to forget...(my best knew it...huhu)....maybe I'll stay l0nging....but I'm afraid utk ubatkan rndu......because I d0n't know why actually....tp mmg tk0t...utk ubatkan rndu....haha...dlm byk manusia ana brani call....kwn bek ana la,, plg tk0t nk call....haha...it's a sad reality...nk msg p0nn pkir dua kali....(wlaupun kdang2 anta yg mrepek..huhu)......haha....anyway....cte la sket sal dream....

dlu I t0ld you that I dreamt of taking you t0 England n buying you a ticket to Old Trafford....today I dreamt b0ut taking to Italy....but s0mehow....I think that dream mixed up with my reality....iyela...you n I know that we're in the same place....but everytime I try to be cl0se....you ran...I called you t0 be at the C0lliseum...yet you turn off your ph0ne...haha...I w0ke up...n sadness s0mehow l0oms over me....but dreams are just dreams...

quite true...isn't it???

haha....I don't know why...but as University life gets nearer n nearer, you feel afraid....of l0sing your past that you l0ve,in my case my best friend....haha..but life just have t0 go 0n...the wheel needs to continue r0tating...if n0t you'll die.....

I wish I c0uld dream this....

0k la....en0ugh being sentimental now....what trying t0 say here...is that s0metime time is the w0rst enemy that you have....but if you d0n't stay ahead...you'll l0se....if I'm t0o afraid of l0sing her...maybe when I l0st her, the pain w0uld too excruciating....but if I get 0n with it....it w0uld change....but what am I w0rrying b0ut...she already t0ld me....0NCE A FRIEND, ALWAYS A FRIEND.....s0 maybe dreams are dreams...if they're g0d ones...then pray that it will bec0me a reality...but if it's a bad one....you get the picture....s0 appreciate what you have n l0ok forward....

p/s....haha...mybe I'm suffering makcik-phobic....haha...but I'll try t0 overcome it....if you wouldn't mind...hehe....^^

a CHANGE of taste....

0k....4 many 0f you....this might be a little t0o much...haha...but really I think I'm falling in l0ve with this s0ng....I mean the s0ng la...n0t the singers...haha...I d0n't know why but this s0ng someh0w is quite special....c0mpared t0 any 0ther k0rean s0ngs....them, I need translati0ns...but n0t this...s0mehow even without the translati0ns I c0uld understand and s0mehow feel it..haha....weird isn't it??...but maybe when y0u love something...your heart will translate it all by itself.....

here are the lyrics...in english la...haha....

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and I are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but I’m hiding because I’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, I can’t feel you

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and I, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, I will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, I don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, I’m still here

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, I look for you
And wander around while singing this song

(I’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(I’m singing my blues)
The love that I have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh (x2

haha....maybe if you can decipher the s0ng....maybe you c0uld understand why I've felt s0 cl0se to this song....hurrmm...n maybe you c0uld say s0mething bout the s0ng...if you have the time that is....anyway...0k la....maybe I'm changing a bit....(I've start being addicted t0 channel S n KBSW...0wh n music t0o...hadehh) but it's actually fun t0 change fr0m your 0ld unf0rgiving self...t0 a much lighter and flexible....that's what Islam is all b0ut....

p/s haha...sometimes I l0ok back t0 my old self....and th0ught...w0w!!...I missed s0 many things..haha...but anyway....if the change is disturbing you (ang la makcik.huhu) do tell me....tk0t2 ana lupa plak...hampehh...and t0 MY koReAn friend....thanx...haha